Thanks for the kind words Miriam. Yes, being mostly immobile does make me look at other qualities of myself that would have likely been overlooked. Patience has never been my strong suit but I’m trying to actually see if I can allow or even enjoy this terrible situation. Resisting or fighting it seems to only add to the misery.
I also forgot to say how grateful I am to this site. It really has been very helpful to have so many resources and fellow TPF testimonies all in one place. No, we are not alone. Thanks to all that have told their stories…it really helps.